Untitled Mono-Logue

You give up so easily! You don't get what you want, you walk away. You don't get enough attention, you take some pills. That's the problem with your generation, really. You're over-indulged by your parents and you're spoiled and impatient and like to think you're entitled. Hence the so called suicide attempts. You don't want to die, you want people to pity you. It's pathetic.

If you wanted to die, you'd be dead. You would keep trying over and over again, until you got it right. But you don't drink bleach. You don't hang yourself or jump off a bridge or crash your car into a wall. You take pills. You stick your head in the oven. It's a cry for help. So stop wasting your time idealizing and romanticizing death and accept the fact that everyone is miserable. Life is hell for everyone. They just fake it better.

Who are you to think you deserve to be any different? Just grow up already! Lose some weight, buy some new clothes. Get a haircut and put on some make-up. Stop looking for fairness, and authenticity and inspiration because they don't exist. All you have to do is stop whining, show some will power! You're not special. You are just like everyone else. You think you're in pain, but that's all in your head. Just snap out of it!